Some of us live by quotes or bible verses. I as one try my very best to keep this not just as a quote but a philosophy in life. I know this is a very trying hard quote for some but there's no harm in giving a shot and pursuing God's path..... I am only human I make mistakes, I am fragile and always tempted but this makes everything easy and these encourage me in life when I feel down and confused... Hope you enjoy! 

People are often unreasonable and self-centered. Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives. Be kind anyway. If you are honest, people may cheat you. Be honest anyway. If you find happiness, people may be jealous. Be happy anyway.The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway.Give the world the best you have and it may never be enough. Give your best anyway. For you see, in the end, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.- Mother Teresa 

Lord, grant me to accept the things I cannot change, change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference-Unknown

Jeremiah 29:11 

 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 

bag raid for the char!

I saw a bag raid over the tele today, so I've decided to share mine too.. Just a little review, I used to bring everything in my bag whenever I go out but I got tired to carry something that is almost more than my weight. Now I only bring the essential ones..

I really really want to smell good this elizabeth arden in red door makes everything perfect and lasts me for the whole day but van drake is allergic to it,  i just bring it just in case nature calls for some fragrance i'm ready... Sun block, now i'm afraid i'm being too dependent on this, i like the spraying effect since it is less greasy than lotion...Pigeon powder since it is for babies and gives no break out on me but i am really planning to switch to human nature pearl orient... clean and clear oil control is heaven sent  it makes my face free form being too lechon hehe...my mac candy yum yum my favorite shade of lipstick and provides very fab scent.. yay..skin food's hand lotion, etude sweet candy recipe balm whenever i feel like being simple, i'll just have it on.. The face shop eyebrow which is very awesome , it doesn't fade easily unlike other brands, pac safe cp case given to me by my one and only and of course alcohol! I guess that makes my bag raid! :) 

me time!

I can't sleep, so i'll just share random things about me.

1. I love Van Drake
2.I love my family
3.I love lipsticks especially the pink ones
4.I love bags-i'm just a girl not yet a woman ahaha
5.I love shoes but i'm size for 4, shoes doesn't love me! awww :(
6.I love perfumes but i don't wear now as
often as before 'cause van drake is allergic to any kind of perfume, so sad :(
7.I love isaw
8.I love coke- the tingling sensation it gives every time I drink the super cold ones.. aaaah!
9.I'm lovin cars hahaha
10.I want to drive
11. I want to drift haha
13.I love to read
14. I love batchoy
15.I love mami
18.I don't like chocolates
19.I don't like ampalaya, any gulay will do except  it
20.I laugh so hard sometimes to the point, that I could not control it
21.I don't have much friends
22.I want the bitchy look, seriously.. haha
23.I'm a texter now, I'm still amused by that fact haha
25.I love to clean that's my talent
26. I can't sing
27. I can't dance lol
28.I hate math, how ironic my course is full of numbers!
29.I love to wear make up but my mom and bf doesn't like it. I look old daw. 
30.I love pink
31.My phone is bigger than my hands and my face
32.I have a very small face
33.I want to get whiter- they say i'm maputi already but I can't see it haha
34.I hate the sun hehe
35. I think this is enough

This is not a confession of a heart broken

I am so bored right now, that's why i started blogging again. I deleted half of my online accounts last month including my twitter and two other blogs that I no longer want to keep. WHY? I just hate how my old life was, everything was such a shame and every word i put through in that was so absurd. haha!  I thought, by creating new ones, I am also creating fresh memoirs to remember! :)

A month from now, I will leave behind my teenager days...I believe I learnt a lot from my nineteen years of existence. I learnt that not everyone can stand by you except those people who truly loves  you... I learnt that there are some people who can put up and get a good morning days not thinking how are you, what's going on.. I learnt that not all and sundry can give a better and big sacrifice for others.. I learnt that  whoever is that person, how close you are or you were can resist to see you endure the life you live... My point is that- not everyone, even that very important person in your life can stand beside you,  that  not everybody is willing to catch you when you stumble sometimes you have to accept the fact that life is never fair for the whole world cliche as it is, but you gotta get going and catch your dreams without the help of one's soul; not to rub in them what you are someday but everything that you might get one day is for you and for your yet to come life!

I'm twenTEEN next month and what I know may not half what others had, I guess I still lack lots of armor in my future battles but I believe it's a part of a grander plan! By the way this is not a confession of a heart broken, guess if you can. :)

i'm just too ecstatic and excited for the arrival of my lipstick! lol... sorry if you feel that this is bragging and you hate it, feel free to click the x button. :) anyway, mac's candy yum yum is what i'm talking about!!!! isn't it just a stunner?? ahhhh!!! i can't wait for it's arrival.. my sister's friend from canada is visiting here and i ordered one and i can't sleep already coz it's goin to be here maybe a week from now!!!! i also want mac's pink nouveau and if it is not too much nars schiap will do. lol... In case, you're wondering.. i've stopped putting powder and any form of foundation or bb creams and all other make-up but lipstick and eye brow pencils and i forgot the name is an exception...

that's all for tonight... i just wanted to say that i am happy about lipsticks and they make me feel soo tickled pink!!! lol

First post

January 2013 and i'm officially back to blogging and sharing my baloney thoughts. Wonder why i'm back? It's because I read over my friend's facebook that Ed Sheeran finds girl who blog sexy! HAHA... nahh... kidding... I created a new domain to start fresh and erase all the bad or sadness i'v put through in my old site.... If you were to ask about my url jeleenaD.blogspot.com it is still tentative, coz as of the moment I am still in the state of blankness for a perfect url address... and oh, it is derived from my real name D for Denisse....lol

This will be just another diary of mine. I've been really pondering for weeks if I should have a new sanctuary since I wanted my life to be private. I can still keep a blog that everyone can read and limit my words and stories... Can I?
 It's so cold here in Davao, it's been raining for days already and I think I can wear scarf and boots for wash day but mom told me I SHOULD NOT coz I can wear it abroad and I will look like a laughing clown here if I did, and my boyfriend always gives me that i don't know stare each time I tell him, i'm gonna wear those wintry clothings...Guess, I'll just wait for march for those then...

This is still under construction.. I will probably give this blog a personal touch, like what i did with my old but I reckon it will still be a long wait coz yours truly is still very busy with school stuff...

Jeleena