I am so bored right now, that's why i started blogging again. I deleted half of my online accounts last month including my twitter and two other blogs that I no longer want to keep. WHY? I just hate how my old life was, everything was such a shame and every word i put through in that was so absurd. haha! I thought, by creating new ones, I am also creating fresh memoirs to remember! :)
A month from now, I will leave behind my teenager days...I believe I learnt a lot from my nineteen years of existence. I learnt that not everyone can stand by you except those people who truly loves you... I learnt that there are some people who can put up and get a good morning days not thinking how are you, what's going on.. I learnt that not all and sundry can give a better and big sacrifice for others.. I learnt that whoever is that person, how close you are or you were can resist to see you endure the life you live... My point is that- not everyone, even that very important person in your life can stand beside you, that not everybody is willing to catch you when you stumble sometimes you have to accept the fact that life is never fair for the whole world cliche as it is, but you gotta get going and catch your dreams without the help of one's soul; not to rub in them what you are someday but everything that you might get one day is for you and for your yet to come life!
I'm twenTEEN next month and what I know may not half what others had, I guess I still lack lots of armor in my future battles but I believe it's a part of a grander plan! By the way this is not a confession of a heart broken, guess if you can. :)
